Hi, My name's Ricky.
UCSB, aged 18.
I'm depressed and have been for a while, don't know how to really fix myself from it.
I'm emotionally numb and am no longer in control.
I can't taste things very well, favor deadly spicy foods.
I hate everyone, can't show it but some people love me.
I think i'm the weirdest person and can't believe people actually think i'm funny.
My dream is to get better.