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Interesting
My heart hurts.
I hurt her again. Why do I keep doing this? It’s a pain. I feel it. I’m trying now, I’m trying moderately hard. I can try harder but I haven’t reached that point yet.
I don’t know if i’ll reach that point. I’m becoming afraid. She said it.
She said “I love you but I don’t think I can handle this long term”
This… was my fear. This is the source of my pain. What can I do but just try and make promises that I don’t know if I can keep. I know I can try. I know I will try. It’s going to be tough.
I want to not be jealous. I want to care. I want to be happy. I don’t think I’ve been happy for a long time. I don’t think I like that. I don’t know how I’m going to fix that.
I’m getting attached. This may be an issue. I am going to keep telling myself that you can move on without her but I know I will think of her now and then and with that I know I will not get over her like I have with everyone else. I see myself in her. I love how compatible we are in our interests but It hurts to see how we can both hurt in similar manners.
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A painful sentence to hear but a very self evident truth, when something goes wrong, my heart beats of pain. I feel it in my chest. It grows heavy. It beats faster and harder.
I’ll deal with this, i just need to do it a lot faster. I will be better.
please don’t assume i don’t want to hang out with you. It’s just one day to myself every once in a while.
If you break up with me
We don’t get back together.
I am so sorry. I won’t put you through this again.
I feel my heart hurt
this is not good
my heart beat is fast
and my heart hurts
I have something to say
but i don’t know what it is
the problem is me. im the problem. how do i fix this. im not good enough to be happy.
I feel like shit.
My day is going to shit. There is nothing I or anyone else can do to fix this. It could be worse but it’s terribly bad in my eyes.
What happens when I have the best surroundings but i’m still not happy?
When everything that could go right is going well and i’m still not content?
When all variables lead to a happy life, but still depressed?
I should be happy right now. I shouldn’t have to feel this way.
Why do I.
i hurt her today and it’s visible so I should distance myself to keep her from getting hurt. I won’t do anything permanent. I just need some space to protect her and to figure out myself. This blows.
The fact that I have to go out of my way to define what is and what isn’t legitimate criticism to people is sad.
Okay, and let ME explain
There are two groups of people who are upset here. There are the hardcore fans crying over the loss of a proper sequel who, really, need to get over it because even if they did get it they’d probably be disappointed with that too quite frankly
Then there’s the people like me
I AM NOT DISAPPOINTED BECAUSE IT IS A COMEDY OR BECAUSE IT’S SHORTS OR WHATEVER. NO, THAT’S -FINE- IT REALLY DOESN’T MATTER.
The animation is fluid, the voice acting is SPOT ON, and some of the writing is pretty ok. The show isn’t the problem.
The problem is taking characters and mushing them into a situation to make a joke but in doing so EFFECTIVELY LOSING THE CHARACTERS. Let me further explain:
Starfire’s original character trait, above all, was being someone who was playful and kind. She loved trying new things and attempting to introduce her friends to her culture because it made her feel closer with them.
What is Starfire’s defining trait in the reboot? She’s lovesick. What did they focus on in the commercials? Her tendancy to overreact to something happening to her appearance. They took the depth out of her and DIDN’T EVEN KEEP TRUE TO HER CHARACTER TRAITS.
The same can be said for Beast Boy; he’s a trickster and a goof but he’s sincerely a good guy who cares a lot about others. What is his main character trait? Idiocy. They made him more stupid so they can play that as a joke too.
And it goes on.
Robin is bossy and annoying, Cyborg is so lazy FIGHTING CRIME IS A CHORE TO HIM, and RAVEN?
DO I REALLY NEED TO TALK ABOUT WHAT THEY DID TO RAVEN?
I don’t mind having a comedic spin off. The idea is GREAT.
I mind having three dimensional characters twisted and warped until they’re so flat they barely seem human JUST FOR A PUNCHLINE. What makes the Teen Titans series great is being able to address issues and relate you to the cast EVEN THOUGH THEY ARE VASTLY DIFFERENT THAN YOU. Racism was addressed, self esteem was addressed, abusive family was adressed
I GET THAT THESE THINGS WOULD NEVER BE IN A SHOW LIKE THIS
I just wished they did the cast more justice.
Who is a better role model for your kid, the Starfire who depends solely on a crush to seem relevant or the Starfire that teaches you no matter how different you are, your friends will love and accept you?
The Cyborg that struggled to accept himself or the Cyborg that would rather sleep all day than lend a hand?
Just some food for thought.
^ ^ ^ Basically my thoughts on this.
I know it may sound lame, since I was a lot older at the time, but when the original Teen Titans was airing I really needed the role models and life lessons they taught.
What makes me disappointed with the sequal is NOT the animation, NOT the style (I like the style, sorry haters to the back), NOT the humor or the references.
Its that these are really one dimensional characters, and everything that was great about who they were is gone.
And I feel without that, the whole world of Teen Titans feels lost to me. It’s uncompelling and uninteresting and just.
….Well, it reminds me of the Mad cartoon shorts.
Probably because it’s done by the same few people (I think, right?)
It’s just…… just…..
idk.
flat. boring, uninspired.
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Dennis Oppenheim, Two Stage Transfer Drawing“As I run a marker along Eric’s back he attempts to duplicate the movement on the wall. My activity stimulates a kinetic response from his sensory system. I am, therefore, Drawing Through Him.”
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The many faces of rape.
This makes me sick to my stomach.
As disturbing as this is, I think it’s important to give these women voices. They are survivors.
New trailer for the novel adaptation of The Great Gatsby (2013) directed by Baz Luhrmann, starring Leonardo DiCaprio and Carey Mulligan
The Jay-Z produced soundtrack includes a wide variety of music including a cover of Amy Winehouse’s “Back to Black” by Beyonce and Andre 3000, Lana Del Rey’s “Young and Beautiful,” as well as a new song by Florence and the Machine called “Over the Love” written specifically for the film.
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If i got a dollar for every time i thought about you, i would start thinking about you
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